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[Dec. 13th, 2009|08:41 pm] |
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Its strange, most times when i wanna lose weight its supposed to be based on how satisfied i am with myself right? but when i seriously think about it, even if i were to have a banging body at 130lb's id probably be paranoid bc the number is so big! seriously, if sum1 were to ever ask me how much i weigh and i had to muster out "135 pounds" ugh it would still annoy me as much as it does to admit to ppl im 142 :S My ultimate goal weight is around 120, but when i think about it the number just isnt small enough. 115 sounds better but 110 is great.. haha this is soo rediculous when i actually get these thoughts out of my head but it just makes so much sence to me lol eh kinda silly but i guess what im trying to say is my weight loss depends on the sound of the number majority of the time over appearence. A little crazy but thats okay =) |
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[Dec. 12th, 2009|11:51 am] |
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Mk well my diets been going pretty well. I guess i cant rly call it a diet, its too casual to be one. Basicly me just eating less... mk well then its a diet haha anyways yesterday i had maybe 1300 calls tops. For breakfast lately ive just been drinking tea with brown sugar in it. The cals from the brown sugar are kind of a downfall but it tastes so good and its kinda filling at the same time. It beats eating fkn cereal. I need to start excersizing but i seriously have no motivation. the cold is an anti motivator its crazy; I havnt been to the gym in months. I just dont wanna be so sedentary that i lose my muscle. I have a friend thats one inch shorter then me and 15 pouns heavier then me and she looks like a wale! If i were to gain that much i wouldnt look anything like her, wich goes to show that i have good body proportion and good muscle mass WHICH again i am super proud of. I have my awesome mesomorph parents to thank for that :) |
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